I feel new. Been "gone" for close to 5 years. The last couple have absolutely sucked. I lost 2 parents (one inlaw and one my own) to cancer. A terrible disease I'd wish on no one.
Then, a little over 4 months ago we lost our youngest Son to PTSD induced suicide. He was 25 and we are slowly coming to the realization that we'll never understand it and never have the answers we want. I don't feel like I am walking around having a heart attack all the time, now its only some of the time. Another disease I'd wish on no one.
Well, another fellow IAF'er hit me up the other day, so I tried to get here and couldn't. Still need some help getting my account squared away (IDP, please help
, I sent you a pm)
I "see" lots of familiar "faces" so.....I'll be see'in ya.
Hemm