I wonder, is there ever going to be a push back against all this evil.
Yes. Its called reality. Its cares nothing for their feelings and in the end that is all the have. They can kill every last one of us and they will still loose. Guaranteed. They can't get what they want, because what they want is impossible.
I fear it will not be long till this destruction will begin to touch my wife and I personally. I truly feel helpless in this titlewave of evil.
Yes, it will come to touch you . Prepare now as much as you can to survive , and be ready to do what little you can against the tidal wave if it is about the sweep you away-- Take at least one with you. There will be less of a wave for the next man to deal with.
Those who are awake see it and fear what is coming right along with you. You aren't alone. But like Hawk, a lot of us are becoming numb to it. We do what we can do, pray for God to take of the things we can't and keep moving forward, till we can't anymore, and then the time will have come for different actions.
Its going to be a long hard slog, and the world is going to change dramatically for the worse. Heinlein identified such events as "bad luck" - and all we can do is deal with it, as those who had the last round of bad luck dealt with it.